Silence+Death=EMOtional

Hmmm this is what boredom does to you. http://www.flickr.com/photos/29661781@N07/

What does "I Love You" Mean?

Hmmm... I have been wondering what this shit means. I have heard ppl say it and not mean it and I've sadly said it and not meant it. People use this phrase, this emotion so freely, as if to say, I'm tired. This phrase or emotion is being abused and misused. I know that I've said it before, but I know I've never been in love. The "I Love You" that I'm speaking of is the one used in relationships, not parent love or sibling love. The word Love in itself is such a strong emotion. I've been told so many times by past boyfriends that they love me, and not once have I been in love with them. It's like people say it because they feel they need to say it at a certain point in their relationship. It's like a necessity. Then there are those question, how do you know that you in love. When you are in love there is no doubt no wondering, it just is what it is. There is no thinking you are in love. You just fucking know. There is no second guessing. So many people get love confused with infactuation or lust. I have seen people do crazy things for love. Do stupid things. Just the simple words I Love You can change someones life forever. Those are make or break words. Those words should be used cautiously and carefully. Those words have to mean something to you before they can mean something to someone else. Those words have to be heartfelt and honest. Those words have to mean I Love You.

Long time, No BLOG...

Wow, its been a while since I really wrote anything. right now im bored. my situation is pretty much the same. Tomorrow I leave to go to my family reunion in St. Louis. I really don't wanna go. Yea true I love my family but I don't feel like seeing them right now....maybe next year or something. But I don't feel like it. Then we going on the 4th....thats even suckier. I wanna be where I live for the 4th. Not wit ppl I only see once a year. Even if they are family, they dont come and see me, shit. it may seem if I'm being selfish right. I really don't care tho. I'll just be glad when I get back on Sunday.