What's New.....

Well let see haven't wrote in awhile. Mainly because my laptop is broke. Hopefully I will get it fixed soon. This is very difficult. I miss my laptop so much. But my bday is coming up in a few days cant wait. Right now I'm writing this from a phone. Its like I'm sending this long ass text. Um.... I start schoo in january. Cant wait. But I'm tired of typin so time to go.

The Night Life

ok last night i went to go see Eclipse. It was alright. A bit of over acting. lol. but it was ok. crazy evening tho. Saw a man polishing a man shoe in the middle of the street. Crackheads opening train doors while it was moving and crowded. Then saw an old boo. Drunk as hell wit his new girl. She was too pissed off. lmao. But my night was very interesting. I'm bored. I don't know what I'm gone do that. I cant think of anything else to say.

A Sticky Review??

So, I just got through reading A Sticky Situation by Kiki Swinson. It was soooooo good. I absolutely wholeheartedly recommend this book. Great read. You will get annoyed at one the characters though. But real juicy. 5 out 5 stars, two thumbs up and all that jazz.

Weekend... GET AWAY!!!!!!!!!

Ok. So you prolly already know about the annual family reunion in St. Louis. I swear every year its always something. Craziness from the get go. On the train, Stepdad was a lil drunk but It wasn bad. He was making the whole train crack up nd shit. Had fun on the train goin to St. Louis. Then we got to my aunt house. Love Her. lol anywho. It wasn much room so. My mom and I stayed with my aunt. Nd my stepdad stayed wit my cousin. So it was going ok until the morning came and we were getting dressed bout to the park for the reunion. So my other cousin, my aunt son. came over the say hey and that he would be at the reunion later. lol. he was in and out. to fast. next thing I know my aunt start yelling where the fuck is my money. My mom and I like what money. she like I had almost $400 in my wallet now its gone. So we searched and search her room. Couldn't find it. We like WTF? she like the mofo stole my money. Her son straight g'ed his momma, my tete, money. like WTF??? to say the least my aunt was pissed the fuck off. her other son came over like Imma beat the mofo ass. Then her daughter, the one my stepdad was staying wit like, he better not bring his ass to the reunion cause she on gone fuck him up. Oh and she def could. lol. I have witnessed her wrath. But yea pretty much everybody was pissed off at this nigga. RIDIC. So fast forward to the reunion. We at the park. having fun. listening to music. eating. kids playing. ppl drinking. having a good time. then mofos start drinking to much. My stepdad. was slapped something serious. It was retarded. Then my uncle. he isn't suppose to drink like period. But since it was the family reunion we was like he could have a beer or two. But no this man. he doesn't know how to drink in moderation. Ok my mom said he could have a beer. then he was stealing beers and taking them in the bathroom and drinking them. Then he was stealing other family members beers. Then my stepdad. who was unbelievable drunk was sneaking him beers. Then the one to put the icing on the cake. Me and My aunt saw this man get an unfinished beer out the garbage can and drink it. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No normally you would say so he drank that much, he a grown man. But that's not the case for one. He lives with my cousin. doesn't have a job. cant take care of his money. he drinks it all up. then he has seizures and my cousin who has three kids, has to basically take of this man. And at first she didn't mind. cause that's her uncle. and he doesn't have anywhere to go. But. I know I could do what she does. She is a good one. this man done got her kicked out at least 3 apartments. And he can not appreciate the things this woman has done for him all he can think about is a drink. Its to retarded. But that whole reunion. they were some drunkards. I was so happy when it was over. lol. so my stepdad went back over my cousin house and of course my uncle lives there. so she gotta deal wit two drunkards in her house. And they just drank and drank and drank. My stepdad hasn't stop yet. Its ridic. I cant understand how somebody can drink like that. But anywho. This whole weekend. I was glad I got to spend with my tete. But other than that. I would have rather I stayed at home. Which I'll prolly do next year. I'm just glad to be home. Happy 4th of July. Peace.

Was READY for TREY SONGZ

A lil later on today I leave to go to St Louis. I will be so glad when I get back. I really don't wanna go. I packing right now an getting ready. Last night was retarded. WHACK ASS NIGGAS annoy me. as well as stupid ppl. I was so looking forward to smoking yesterday. But WHACK ASS NIGGAS. I swear. Its just ridiculous. I don't know WTF is going on outside but its like hella noise. I'm getting annoyed as I type. My momma pissed me off earlier. She be like on my

heels all the time. Like I don't need to tell you what I'm doing every second of my day. I'm A grown ass woman. Back off. Damn. I so like missed Trey Songz yesterday. (sigh.) But Right after his little concert thing I heard that three ppl got stabbed. Maybe it wasn't meant for me to be there. I guess. But this noise is really irritating me so. I gotta get back to business. PEACE.

A Glass of Moscato

So yesterday was eventful. Had fun wit friends. Had a few drinks.It was definitely a nice day yesterday. Wish I could've gotten high too.So it looks like I WONT be going to the taste. No one can go now and I'm def not going by myself wit all them ppl. Idk. I might find somebody to go with or whatever I just don't know. Arrrrghhhhh! Eclipse. I need to see it like now. hehe. Hype up off some cough syrup. might get sum sleep. Peace up, Index finger down.

Fuck! I have a COLD!

So Guess what I have a fucking cold. Ain't this about a bitch? Man I fucking hate colds in the summer. All I know is I better be good by the 1st. That's when I go to the Taste and all that good shit. The BET Awards were on last night. and it was pretty decent. better that last year for sure.

Chris Brown did a MJ Tribute which was long overdue it was so beautiful. That boy then did the time for his crime. No let that nigga shine. Rhyme Rhyme. lol. Bored. But anywho. Prince received the Lifetime achievement award. which he deserved. That man is one pretty sexy bitch. GOSH! lol. Alicia Keys is preggers which I didn't know. But she was working that stage. in 5 inch heels. Rihanna, Jay-Z, and Beyonce were conveniently not there. I wonder why?? hint hint. lol. My stepdad's bday was yesterday. he didn't do shit. lol. But anywho. I need to call to order me sum food. so TTYL.

Randomosity.

I don't really have anything to talk about. So I guess Ill just throw sum random stuff in here. So Right now I'm doing my nails. I been doing them since yesterday. I'm doing a design. And I didn't wanna mess them up so I'm doing them one by one. lol. Retarded. I'm going to the Taste of Chicago on the 1st of July. I'll def put a post up after that happens. Trey Songz is going to be there. Cant miss that. And then the day before. Eclipse comes out. So I'm going to go see that as well. Then the next day. I'm leaving to go to St. Louis for the infamous, Family reunion. Which I never want to go to. But I'm only going for my Aunt who I love very dearly. I posted that I finally got my hair done. I was so effing happy. It looks awesome. I was taking pics of it. and I dropped my camera. and I'm pretty sure I broke it. It wont come on. So I was like BOOOOO! lol.

The day I got my hair did. I got so high. It was beautiful. I'm getting really good at. lol. I have a new skill now. hehe. Anywho. man I really want a maxi dress so I can so to the beach. lol random. I seem to attract psycho guys. I mean PSYCHO! LBS. Had a nice little convo last night about head. It was very interesting. hmmm what else? I ate sum shrimp today. And that's all I feel like talking bout today. PEACE.

NEW DO!

MY HAIR IS DID.

Fan of a Fan Mixtape Review

Ok so I finally got a chance to review the Fan Of A Fan Mixtape by Chris Brown and Tyga. And this shit is banging. These two together are amazing. The whole Mixtape is HAWT! So if you havent downloaded it yet, which I doubt. Like Nike say Just Do It!!

DOWNLOAD:

http://www.hotnewhiphop.com/en/view-album/983-fan-of-a-fan-%28presented-by-dj-ill-will-&-dj-rockstar%29

Just for Fun Both of their Twitters:

http://Twitter.com/ChrisBrown

http://Twitter.com/Tyga

His New Girlfriend

So I thought I had a new boo until I found out he had a new girlfriend. I couldn't believe it. Ok so we hadn't talked for a little while. but he pops up out of no where with this. he was telling me how busy he was with work and all that bull. Yea he was busy talking to some other chick. I kinda believe he was busy with work and stuff. But people make time for what they wanna make time for. Obviously he made time for this other chick. I wanted to yell at him, curse him out. But. I saw no point. He had moved on, I would only be making an ass out of myself. So I deleted him. lmao. On to the next on.

Chris Brown's ORAL Sex Appeal

Ok, So Its Been a while. Had some Technical Difficulties.

But now I'm back.

Okay let's talk about Chris Brown.

I know he eats the punani. lmao

I just know he does.

He has mentioned it in a few of his songs.

Oh man! lmao.

I used to always say that he was cute,
But Now

this nigga is just straight full on

SEXY AS FUCK! lol.

I'm fanning myself right now.

Anywho. No Bullshit video.

Love it. And I love the Deuces vid

with him and Tyga.

Chris is just effing super fine.

mmm mmm mmm

I Love that Dude. lol.

He Should def give me a call. lol. I wish.

Photo Session???

I just really wanna do a photoshoot. Like I'm so

ready to get back to photography. I just need a model.

like now. I need sumthing to do. Im tired of sitting in my

crib. not being inspired. Inspiration come find me.

Or let me find you. Super Ready.

Between a ROCK and a HARD place.

So today was a pretty awesome day. Me and some

friends went to Hardrock Cafe for my bestie's B-day.

It was really nice in there. They of course have a little

souvenir shop in there. Real cool stuff. Our waiter, I

think John was his name, lmao. That man was so effing

funny. I swear he was on some type of drug. lol.

He was way to hyper. I know they are suppose to

be friendly and all, but he was overkill. Kind of

scared me. Their prices aren't really that high,

but if you are used to Chili's or TGIFriday's prices, just

prepare yourself. lol. Since I was being a lil on the cheap

side. I just ordered a burger n fries. lol. which was deelish,

and my awesomeness water. lol. But the funny thing is

the night before I had went to Chili's and spent more

than I did in HardRock. I really did have a

great time. I need to do this more often.

Cinco de Mayo

Lol. Happy Cinco de Mayo. I'm not from Mexico,

but its a cool holiday regardless. lol. So I say to my mom.

Yayyyy! It's Cinco de Mayo. Mexican holiday. She like so,

I don't know who he is. Lmao. Huh?? Who is he?? lmao.

She said, the person they named the holiday after. Lmao.

I'm like its not a name, Cinco de Mayo, as in 5th of May

in spanish. She like Oh. I don't know nothing bout them

Hispanic ppl. lmao omg. Mom, Mexicans, The holiday

is in Mexico. Lmao. Morning giggle for real.

Beyonce - Why Don't You Love Me

Just saw the video the "Why Don't You Love Me".

I really like 50s/60s style to it.

Her makeup and outfits was total cuteness. lol.

But what a found a little pretentious was her

dusting off all her grammy's lol. I mean she

definitely earned them. But. IDK. For some reason.

That part rubbed me the worng way. But over all, good vid.

Check it out:

http://www.2dayfm.com.au/entertainment/music/popbuzz//blog/hot-beyonces-why-dont-you-love-me-music-video/20100505-8ej9.html

Christina Turned GAGA!!

Well. Finally saw. The Christina Aguilera video,

"Not Myself Tonight" And all I see is GAGA. Cool Vid.

Although. I don't really think it was Christina.

She's been known to sex it up. But it was just different

than her usual. But Her Makeup,

was totally awesome. Her CD "Bionic" comes out in June.

Here's the vid if you haven't seen it:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wt-tHcQR67Y

1, 2, Freddy's coming for you...

Soooo. I effing saw Nightmare on Elm Street.

OMG! so, so, so GOOD. I said I would make a post when I saw it.

So here it goes.

Well. Im not going to say all the details.

But Imma tell you what I thought of the movie.

A Review?

So From the very beginning. Mayb first 5 mins.

Someone gets killed.

Thats what draws you in.

Its not this long drawn out plot,

building up momentum type of thing.

Blood the first 5 mins.

From then on. the plot unravels.

Nd you find out who the REAL Freddy is.

I would have liked to see some of

the characters survive a little longer.

But I have to say I liked this New Freddy.

I mean he was so. so. hmmm. Whats the word?

Sinister and unforgiving.

The other Freddy was sarcastic and funny.

Not that I didnt like it. But

This Freddy gave me the chills.

It takes alot to scare me.

And This Freddy was doing it.

Jackie Earle Haley, Good Job Man.

I would honestly go pay to see that again.

So if anyone is reading this.

If you love scary movies or a fan of Freddy.

I definitely recommend you go see it.

Two thumbs up and five stars.

New Song on my playlist

Ok New discovery. lol. This guy name J. Cole.

Feeling his swag. Its on point. lol.

And he a cutie too. lol But his new single is on point.

J. Cole - Who Dat

Check it Out:

http://www.jcolemusic.com/news/j-coles-official-single-who-dat

Gay Marriage???

OK time to get a little serious. My stepdad and

I was having this little debate about gay marriage.

He said that he thinks its stupid and unnatural. (SMH).

I Totally support the gay community. So I had to do a

little defending. For one how is it stupid or unnatural to want

to marry the person you love? I just think there are so many

close minded ppl in the world. I don't think anyone has

the right to dictate who someone can marry. Shit there

use to be a time when black ppl couldnt get married,

Interracial couples either. I honestly think that gay is

the new black. Not saying the gay ppl had to go through

the many hardships that black ppl did, but there is an

open discrimination of gay ppl. And it sickens me.

There are so many ppl that think that homosexual relationships

are only sexual. Like gay ppl cant have a real committed

relationship. Pple who think these things are just

closed-minded ppl, who are just scared of change.

This is not the 1940s ppl its 2010. I mean gotdammit

we got a black fucking president. Its a new fucking day.

I just think that people should have the right to marry

the person they love, whether, they are gay, straight, bi or transsexual.

P.S. Gay People are not ruining marriage. It's those

motherfuckers who get married for money or business,

or family issues. Love is not about gender.

GaGa's Little Monster

Dear World,

I wanna talk about Lady Gaga and my massive love for her.

I just enjoy how free she seems.

like even though she is a celebrity, shes free of the

criticism and hate, like she doesn't care what other ppl think.

not just ppl but the haters. She's not a ppl pleaser.

She loves her little monsters, but fuck the haters, you know.

To me in my mind, she is one

of the best artist that's been out in a while.

Her creativity, is just beyond words.

From her clothes, hair, videos, to her music.

She is just a beast.
Like how do you rock a neck brace and still be fierce?

Its just GAGALICIOUS.

Her sexuality, is just irrelevant to me.

Like who gives a fuck if she straight, gay, bi, transsexual? lol

Her creativeness just blocks that out for me.

If Madonna and Cindy Lauper had a child.

Lady Gaga is the product.

I just love her. lol

Sincerely,

Gaga's Little Monster.

Nightmare on Elm Street. 4.30.2010

So the remake of Nightmare on Elm Street comes out Friday.

I'm hoping I can see it this weekend but if not.

I will make another post when I do see it.

But I'm so happy about the movie. Because

for the past ten years or so Freddy's movies haven't really been scary.

They've been pretty good. But not like the first movie in 1985,

that was really scary.

So the previews got me thinking its really scary.

I cant wait to see it. Plus its a new Freddy.

Hope this guy does Freddy justice.

I'll just have to wait and see.

Check out the Trailer:

http://www.imdb.com/video/imdb/vi665978649/

New Mixtape: Raphael Mannequinn - Canvas Music

So my bestest buddy finally released his mixtape. YES!!!!

Its totally banging. Just FUCKING listen yo. OMG! love it.

CONGRATS SWEETIE This post is just for you.

You put the AWE in AWESOME. YOU AMAZE ME

WITH THE MAJOR TALENT YOU HAVE. LOVE YOU!!!

DOWNLOAD IT:

http://www.thehausofsherbet.com/mannequinn/

CHECK OUT HIS OTHER AWESOMENESS:

http://www.facebook.com/THOS.raphael

http://www.twitter.com/lovemannequinn

OMG!!! ARMY OF VAMPIRES!!

OMG I JUST SAW THE OFFICIAL ECLIPSE TRAILER.

OMG I THINK I JUST CUM IN MY PANTS. LMAO.

TOTALLY KIDDING. BUT IT WAS AN AWESOME TRAILER.

I CAN NOT WAIT TILL IT COMES OUT. I'M SO TOTALLY

GOING TO DIE. LIKE I LOVED VAMPIRES BEFORE TWILIGHT.

NOW. I'M OBSESSED. VAMPIRES TOTALLY RULE

MY FREAKING WORLD LMAO.

CHECK OUT THE TRAILER:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y11FBV7DU94&feature=player_embedded

Author???

So I've been writing this book. I've been writing this book, for almost 4 years. Yea I know. Forever. I always let it get away from me. I forget about it. I began writing it by hand. but now of course I'm typing it. Oh yea. Writer's block is a little bitch that needs her ass whooped. lol. But I really want it finished. But I don't think that I'm that good of a writer. But I'm getting there. I would hope to finish it by the end of this year. But I already know that's not a possibility. Oh by the way, the name of the book is "Lovers and Friends". So far the story is pretty simple. I need to create some obstacles or something. lol. But I'm going to go write right now. So Peace BITCH!

New Song on my playlist/New Video

Ciara - Ride ft. Ludacris

Check out the video:
http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshhgJzHI6QtBqpc26yu

Eyjafjallajokull Volcano in Iceland.

The recent volcanic eruption in Iceland, has piqued my interest.
Read more about it:
http://scienceblogs.com/eruptions/2010/04/eyjafjallajokull_eruption_cont.php

Kush and Orange Juice - Wiz Khalifa

New on my Playlist

Released April 14, 2010

Just a bangin ass mixtape. Just get high and listen.

http://Twitter.com/RealWizKhalifa

DOWNLOAD

http://www.sendspace.com/file/ppixyd

Guess What??

So, I was reading some of my old post. And realized that I complain. Too damn much. Like if I was a stranger reading my blog. I would be like BITCH STFU! lol. And I have serious guy problems. Like every other post was about a guy. Like booooooooo! Guys just suck. They are always complaining about how women are so complicated. They some complicated creatures too. They just hide it well. I also realized that I am rude. But not the in your face rude. I think I'm just at that point in my life where I just don't give a fuck about certain things. Like the situation with the former bff. I don't really give a fuck to tell her that I'm not really her friend and don't want to be. But I wouldn't want someone to do me like that. So I have be an adult about this and tell her straight up how I feel. Arrrggggghhh. So I think I have a new boy toy. Nice guy. Gentlemen. What I like. Needs to be more aggressive though. Needs to knows how to take control. Not be some lil bitch boy. lol. hehe. But he's a cool guy foreal. Anywho. Its been about a year since I've had Twitter and this blog. And so many thing has happened. I may be a lil obsessed with Twitter now. I think this is how it is for everyone when they first join twitter. They didn't really want do it. They think its stupid. Like whats the point. But there friend is bugging them. Like its awesome. You got to join. Then you finally do. Still confused as to what to do. Then all of a sudden you're tweeting everyday and telling your friend to join. lol. But honestly. Twitter is awesome. And fast. You find out news and important things. Very Quickly. I Like that. But what am I talking bout? I always tend to ramble. I cant help it. I just felt the need to write. Hadn't wrote in like two weeks. So it was bout time. Signing off.

Unwanted Friendship

Ok.

I being bold by writing this cuz the person I'm going to be talking bout might read this.

But at this point I don't really care.

There's this "friend".

lol. And I'm not really friends with her and don't really wanna be.

But. I don't wanna be rude.

Or whatever. Its not that I don't like her or something.

I just don't want to be her friend. And we use to friends a while ago.

Good friends. But I feel as our personalities don't mesh well.

And her "drama/issues" I don't want in my life.

I don't go outta of my to contact her or anything like that.

But. She calls me, tweets me.

All that and I don't wanna be rude and just ignore her.

But honestly I just don't wanna talk to her.

If I never talked to her for the rest of my life.

It wouldn't effect me. I think I'm just going to slowly break off contact with her.

We hadn't talked for like a year but. A tragedy.

Brought us to talking. But now that the tragedy is long over.

She still talking to me. We had had an incident.

Where apparently I said or did something to upset her.

(still to this day she never told me what I did.) lol.

And she didn't contact me till a week later to tell me I "pissed her off" lol.

I was just confused like um ooooookkkk.

And after that I just removed her from my life.

But like I said. The tragedy brought us back to talking.

But I don't need to talk to her ever again in my life.

Its like I just moved on and outgrew that friendship.

The friendship she is trying to offer now.

Is just an irrelevance to my life. And frankly I don't want it.

I know this may be rude or mean. But.

I'm content with the friends. And close friends that I have.

She is just not included.

Sorry.

Chris Brown - In My Zone

Chris Brown mixtape came out on Feb. 14th ...Way better than the CD Graffiti. I didn't know how much of a lil freak he is...lol. But yea Great songs though. I Love him.

1.Turnt Up

2. Too Freaky

3. Convertible

4. Dont Lie

5. Bad

6. Invented Head

7. Shoes

8. Big Booty Judy

9. Madusa

10. Back Out

11. Work Wit It

12. Say Aah

13. I Get Around

14. No Bullshit

15. Twitter

16. How Low Can You Go

17. T.Y.A.

18. I Wanna Rock

19. Perfume

20. Sex

21. Glow In The Dark (Bonus)

Random Rants

Sooooo.....It's been a while since I posted anything. I got a question. WTF is up wit little dicks? I just don't understand. That shit is really pissing me off....is it to much to ask for a big dick?...lmao damn. Anywho... I haven't really been doing anything...trying to get on my "A" game and finally get a job. I have no new years resolutions...lol they are kinda pointless...I mean if you want to change something why wait to the new year? Do that shit now!! Anywho...Dudes all of a sudden want to be in a relationship...when I wanted to be...there was no one around...now that I don't want to be...dudes are just all over my "dick" and if I had a dick... it would be HUGE!!! lmao. I think the last time wrote was in October... well my birthday was good...it was nice outside that day too...I saw a lady get robbed...it must have been something important in her purse, cause she was screaming like some killed her child. Anywho, my bestie is preggers....Awesome... I can't wait til her tummy get big....Oh yea I saw New Moon...That shit was awesome...now I'm reading the book....Its great too.... I can't wait till I finish so I can read the third one...Eclipse...I'm super sleepy for some reason...IDK y tho... I thought I had enough sleep.. Or maybe Im restless.. IDK....I got two more tats since I wrote...they are so cute... they are both on my arm....well this is all I fell like writing for now...ttys!!!