My 21st Birthday...

My birthday was on the 10th, but the fun didn't start till that Saturday, the 12th. I had fun for the most part. Got tipsy and high as hell. But it didn't crack as hard as I wanted it too. All due to lack of money. But what else is new, there is always a lack of money in my case. lol. anywho. I did have fun though. Went to a nice hookah bar. Never been to one so that was nice. Had a little bit of wine to drink there. Me and friends kicked then later that night and early the next morning, drank and got baked like a mofo. Then that next night got even more baked. Which was the highlight in my opinion. I needed that high. But then I went home, still high lol. But like I said. I wish I had more fun, but I guess I had enough. anywho. its all good tho. There is always next year. I swear if I am still living where I'm living now, then, I might just die. I know things will have changed by then, they better lbs. This was just a little run down for what happened for my bday. Peace.

The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1 (Rewiew)

A Whole year waiting for this and it was well worth the wait. I had read the book before hand, so I knew what to expect. But this movie exceed my expectations. In previous movies, the acting of Taylor Lautner and Robert Pattinson had become a tad bit cheesy, I guess they got some more acting classes because they were way better. I knew they were going to end the movie before I could see Bella as a vampire. So Now I'll probably have to wait a whole year for Part 2 to see her in action. Anywho the movie was really good and I cant wait to get it on DVD.

Drake & Rihanna New Albums

Drake - Take Care Album

Looooooovvved it!!

I'm seriously going to marry him.

His swag is new and improved.

Great Album!

Rihanna - Talk That Talk Album

This Album is Dope.

I'm not that much a fan of Rih Rih.

I like some of her stuff.

But I'm feeling this whole album.

The album cover is even dope lol.

Kudos Rihanna.

Rihanna - We Found Love (Video)

Hmm I really like this video. If this is truly based off Rihanna and Chris Brown's relationship, it gives a little insight on it. Its really shows how when you got money like that how fast things can get out of control in your life. You don't have a care in the world. just nonstop partying, drinking and doing drugs. I can honestly believe this is how their relationship was. You can be so in love with someone, you become more like them , whether that's good or bad, you can lose yourself in the process. At first I thought this video might have been a diss to Chris Brown but its not. I think it gave some perspective of what went on in their lives at the time, the parts that the public and media did not witness.

Beyonce 1+1 Video

Few days late with the Video. Anywho, I absolutely love this song. I heard her sing it a cappella and I fell in love with it. If you don't like this song, you must not have any love in your heart or soul. Its a powerful song. I never really thought of Beyonce as that good of a singer, but when i heard her sing it a cappella she fucking blew me away. You have to be in love to sing the song the way she sang it. Anywho, this video if nice, it makes me love the song even more. As a was looking at the video, I couldn't help but think of the word STRONG. Some say she sold her soul to the illuminati and all that jazz. IDK, either way the song and video are dope. I love It

Indescribable Feelings

So I don't really know how to described what I'm feeling like right now, but Its not good feelings. I just feel.... blah. Well its kind of more that blah, maybe a mix of emotions. I feel overwhelmed, a bit angry, sad, confused, I don't know where I stand on certain things, I'm fearful of the the unknown, failing, succeeding. I'm just feeling a lot of stuff, I'm desperate, I still live with my parents. Don't have a job, bout to turn 21, I'm still being treated like a child. It's like the harder and harder I try to get a job, the more I get rejected, I don't care what type of job it is as long as it pays, I haven't wanted to live in this house since I was twelve years old. Its like I cant get out of this muthafucker. No matter what I try to do. Its a big pity party over here. I just want to have my own and not have to answer to anyone. Negativity is somehow breaking down my positive wall, just chipping away at it. I just fell so lost and misunderstood. I feel like no one understands, But I guess its suppose to feel like that, I don't know. I'm just mentally tired. I'm psyching my self out with school. Its starting to feel like a burden and not worth my time, But its not, I actually really like school. But I don't know. I didn't do as good as I could have last semester and I'm not really liking that, so this semester, I gotta do what I gotta do, no going off course, no slacking off and being lazy. As far a relationship or my love life is concerned, Its all in the air. I don't know where stand with certain people, I feel like a decision needs to be made. Immediately. I'm just tired of not knowing. Its getting old kind of fast. This is just one of those diary moments, I needed to vent about some stuff. don't feel that much better, but a little bit,I would probably feel better if I was having sex, in my own place, with a job, LMAO.

The Weeknd New Mixtape!

The Weeknd out with another mixtape

called Thursday,

It's Dope, It couldnt be no other way.

Love dude, He is the shit.

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New Artist Alert!!

New Artist

Rochelle Jordan

She from Toronto

Toronto going hard right now,

Drake, The Weeknd, now

Rochelle Jordan!

This is a free album.

I'm Really feeling this, She Dope!

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Latest Photoshoot.

Latest Photoshoot

Im uploading because I can.

HEY WHATS GOING ON?? SO IMMA DO A LITTLE UPDATING. WENT TO THAT FAMILY REUNION YET AGAIN. DIDN'T WANT TO GO. BUT PPL UP AND BUY TICKETS WITHOUT TELLING ME. SO YEA WENT. SUCKED AS USUAL. SO NOTHING NEW THERE. SCHOOL HAS BEEN GOING PRETTY GOOD. SEMESTER IS ALMOST OVER. YAYYYYY! HAVE MEET ALOT OF INTERESTING PPL. WHICH IM VERY GRATEFUL FOR. UM BEEN MORE INTO MUSIC WHICH IS A GREAT THING. STILL WITHOUT A JOB WHICH SUCKS. BUT AT LEAST IM NOT STUCK IN THE HOUSE ALL DAY. THANK GOD FOR THAT. BEEN FEELING REALLY INSPIRED LATELY. YUP. LOVE LIFE IS HANGING ON BY A THREAD. LOL. UMMM WHAT ELSE....LOST A FRIEND. LOL I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN. KARMA. THE GIRL THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ANY MORE AND DIDN'T TELL HER. CAME BACK TO BITE ME IN THE ASS. LOL. ANOTHER SO CALLED FRIEND OF MINES. DOESN'T TALKING TO ME NO MORE. IVE TRIED TO REACH OUT TO HER BUT IT NEVER WORKS. GUESS SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS ANY MORE. OH WELL. FRIENDS COME AND GO. MY TRUE REAL FRIENDS ARE HERE TO STAY. THOUGHT SHE WAS A TRUE REAL FRIEND. GUESS NOT. BUT ANYWHO ENOUGH ABOUT THAT. IVE RAMBLED LONG ENOUGH. P.S. BESTIE COMING TO TOWN FOR A FEW DAYS. BOUT TO HAVE A BLASTY BLAST. CANT WAIT. TOODLES.

Lil Wayne - Sorry 4 The Wait

Lil Wayne - Sorry 4 The Wait Mixtape.

Apparently it was leaked, This isn't suppose to be the whole mixtape. IDK. lol

But the 12 tracks that on here are on point.

Lil Wayne rarely ever disappoints. Luv him.

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Best I Never Had - Beyonce

Beautiful Video.

My new Podcast.

Beyonce - Run The World (Girls)

Dope Vid. Period.

Super Bass Make Up

So I decide to make like a lil youtube vid. Idk I was bored But I did the first make up look in the video. On her lid is like this greenish yellow. then on the lower lid in a soft pink. dramatic lashes. bright pink lips.

A lil Rant....

So. I'm tired of being nice. letting ppl borrow my shit. cuz apparently ppl dont know how to return things that they borrow. I went almost two fucking days with out a charger for my laptop. because i let someone borrow it trying to be nice. even tho. I had already given this particular person an extra charger that i had. so what the fuck did you do with the one I already gave you? But silly me just trying to be nice. and ppl definitely take advantage of that shit. But anyway almost two fucking days without a charger. two. and I have an assignment due today and I didnt get my charger back until last night. My laptop was dead for almost two days. tsk tsk. like you borrow someones shit then leave the house without returning it. you are suppose to return it when you are done. I was so fucking pissed. but I remained calm. But there were times where I was seconds from cursing someone out. but lucky god gave me the strength to not even go there. But you cant be nice to ppl no adays. because they dont know how to appreciate it. they cant handle that shit. you give somebody an inch and they take a fucking mile. but thats the last time I do anything like that again. i didnt like being put in that situation so I wont put myself there again. If you need something. go buy it dammit. well thats the end of my rant. I think Imma go watch sum tv. peace.

Nicki Minaj - Super Bass

Nicki Minaj

Super Bass Video

Hmm. For one I love the song.

Song is a lil Katy Perry sounding.

But who doesnt love Katy Perry?? lol

Nice Vid though. Real nice Vid.

Best part to me was the glow in the dark part.

Nice Wigs. love the white wig at the end.

the shoes at the end was fye too. ummm real nice eye candy.

decent vid nicki.

Fabolous - The Soul Tape

Fabolous - The Soul Tape Mixtape

Dropped: April 21, 2011

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Tyga - Black Thoughts Vol. 2 Mixtape

Tyga - Black Thoughts 2 Mixtape

Dropped: April 12, 2011

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Been waiting for the shit for a min. Finally. Its a decent mixtape tho.

Waka Flocka Flame - Benjamin Flocka Mixtape

Waka Flocka Flame - Benjamin Flocka Mixtape

Dropped: April 11, 2011

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Kelly Rowland - Motivation

Kelly Rowland ft. Lil Wayne - Motivation

I have to say I never really liked Kelly's solo music. But I'm definitely feeling this song. As well as the video. It's a real sexy video. Some nice eye candy for the ladies. mmm I liked everything about this video, the outfits, the hair, the make up, the choreography. It was all on point. Kudos to Ms. Rowland.

The Weeknd - House of Balloons

The Weekend

House Of Ballons Mixtape

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Chris Brown is Human

So Chris Brown was on Good Morning America, promoting the dropping of his album F.A.M.E. And The lady interviewing him, brought up Rihanna. He was promised by the producers of the show that he would not be asked about Rihanna or anything concerning the issue that happened with them two years ago. But he got asked anyway. Well he didn't do anything crazy during the interview. But you could tell that he was visibly upset. He just said that he was going to stay positive and focus on his album. Not talk about something that happened two years ago. and that's what he should've done. but after the interview was over. he was allegedly screaming and broke a window and confronted the producer or the show. And if he did that shit, I cant blame him. Yes he beat Rihanna ass, that shit wasn't cool at all. But it was two fucking years ago, they both have moved on from that shit. I don't ever hear about Rihanna being asked about chris brown. Its just ridiculous. But then again he should've expected this. People are always going to ask him about this. This wont be the last time. It just come with the territory. But the media is always blowing shit way out of proportion. making it worse then what it seem. how would you think that he never going to get angry. he is human and has emotions. I would've got angry to, because here he is dropping his album and people asking about Rihanna. like one doesn't have anything to do with the other. I just think that talking about should just cease. they moved on with there lives. media and everybody else that's not involved need to mind they own business. But we all know that's not gone happen. So #TeamBreezy. lol.

Pac Div - Mania! Mixtape

Pac Div - Mania! Mixtape

Dropped: March 7, 2011

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Red Riding Hood

Well. I went to go see Red Riding Hood yesterday. And surprisingly it was very good. I pretty much like anything Amanda Seyfried is in. She's one of those actresses that you kinda gotta watch out for. I recently seen her in Chloe' which was good too. Just didn't like the ending. But her character I liked very much. She always surprises me. She just has that look where you think she cant really act but she definitely can. Anywho. Going off topic. Red Riding Hood. It has you in suspense the whole movie cause you're trying to figure out who the wolf is. You'll think its one person then it'll be a reason why they couldn't be. Pretty much everyone is a suspect in this movie. lol. But when the truth is revealed its going to be shocking. But it was a good movie. Two thumbs up! lol.

Bullying...

I have to say this is the saddest shit. I was almost in tears. she is so freaking young. I know for a fact this bullying shit does go on. Its getting so out of hand. My cousin got jumped on because she WASN'T gay. Its so sick what horrible things kids do to each other. Some people are able to handle bullying and not really be to the point where she is at. But others may not want to live because of the horrible things people do to them. I'm really saddened by this.

The Sex Appeal of Wiz Khalifa

Man I just fucking love Wiz Khalifa. He just so fucking sexy. And his music is dope. Enough said.

I LOVE BOYS WITH TATTOOS! (batting eyelashes)

Chris Brown - Look At Me Now

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Chris Brown ft. Busta Rhymes & Lil Wayne

Look At Me Now Video

Man I been waiting for this shit. Mmmm mmmm

I fucking love Chris Brown. (drooling)

Lil Wayne - 6Foot 7Foot

Lil Wayne ft. Cory Gunz - 6 Foot 7 Foot video leaked!

Lady Gaga - Born This Way

Raphael Mannequinn - Lace and Bullets Mixtape

Another Great Mixtape!!!

Raphael Mannequinn - Lace And Bullets

Dropped: February 14, 2011

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Lil' Kim V. Nicki Minaj

So this little "beef" between Lil Kim and Nicki Minaj is still going. Nicki really not paying attention to her ass. But Lil Kim Posted like a documentary on Youtube. About how she felt disrespected. Cause Nicki didn't really give her, her props. or whatever. And to be honest I never really thought Nicki Was biting Lil Kim style. I never thought about Lil Kim until it was mentioned that Nicki was Copying off her. I do think there are some similarities. Yes. But Straight biting her style. Naw. I just honestly think, Lil Kim is trying to stay in the spotlight. If this "beef" wasn't going. No one would really be paying her ass any attention. I think that Lil Kim had her time. Did good in her rap career. But now Its Nicki's time. And Lil Kim just needs to back off.

Wiz Khalifa - Cabin Fever

Wiz Khalifa

Cabin Fever Mixtape

Dropped: February 17, 2011

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I'm Baaaaaaaccccckkk!!!

So, Finally got my new laptop. Took forever and a day. But Its a cute. I like it. Hewlett Packard. Yea yea yea. lol. But anywho. I woke up this morning with a jolt. I fucking fell out the bed. I don't know how that shit happen. but I definitely couldn't get back to sleep after that. was wide awake. lol. Didn't hurt myself tho. But I had to sit there for awhile. Made me some breakfast after that. Had to stop that babysitter's thing. It's was just to much shit going on with that. But I definitely got my money for the time I did babysit. I had went to Wisconsin bout a month ago. stayed almost two weeks. It was a lil boring. But I cant complain I didn't pay for the trip. typing this is much better than writing in my journal. Man fuck paper. lol. I need some weed. anywho. Its snowing again. boooooooo! I swear I miss a computer screen, typing. All that. might write some more of my book. today I don't know. I'm just kinda bored right now. But not really. I just so excited to have a new laptop. I'm not really thinking about anything else. Valentines day was pretty whack. no story there. Um nothing has really been going on. just waiting to start school. Which is not happening until may. Because of technical difficulties. But its cool. But yea. I think Ive said enough sooooo.... PEACE.

Happy New Years!!!

Yo!!! Happy New Years!! It's been awhile since I've wrote. Any yes my laptop is still broke. But I'm thinking by the end of the month Imma have a new one. Hopefully. Just a little bit of stuff is going on. Well I kinda, Sorta got a job. Babysitter's check. Hey its money right. Gotta get it anyway I can. Ya know? Anywho. But I'm sorta of having doubts about this. Cuz I have sinking feeling I'm not gone get my money, And if I don't it's gone be hell to pay trust me. Imma just pray on it. Ain't had sex in a month and I'm going insane. arrrrrghhhhhh! lol. Random. Anywho. My New Years was decent. Started off horrible though. Man I bought a whole 5th of Jose Cuervo Tequila. Went to pour some shots and dropped the whole damn bottle. WTF??!!!!! I wanted to die. It was just soooo fucking sad. I'm still a little depressed about it. LBVVS. But It got a little bit better after that. I got so fucking high. It was well deserved. Trust me. Then I got me a little bit of hennessy, courtesy of my bestie. she had my back after my little problem. Let's just say, I still got fucked up. So I was good. But enough of that. I happy for the New Year and

I'm ready for shit to come together. And of course with my help, it will. Moving out of my parents crib ASAP. yess!!!! soooo happy for that.