Hmm... guys are so strange. I wonder why I even bother trying to have relationships. Sometimes its just so pointless. It has come to me not even caring anymore. I don't want to be one of those women who have a chip on her shoulder 30 years from now saying all men are dogs and cheaters and good for nothings. I really don't Because I seriously believe that there are nice guys are out there. But damn seriously where the fuck are they. I get so frustrated. Its like you can never find a guy with the whole package. Like a guy could be really hot but dumb as a bag of rocks. Or a smart guy but he's an arrogant jackass. It's like you get one or the other. I'm not exactly looking for my soul mate of something right now. But someone who is worth my time. Is that to much to ask? Sounds like a cry for help. lol. I just wanna have some fun, with a decent guy. Every time I turn around there's a friend coming to me for advice for their guy problems. I love giving advice but its like I have to say they same thing over and over again. I'm not a therapist, well not yet at least. lol sometimes as I give advice I forget to take my own and then my situation ends up like one of my friends. It's like I get so caught up in other peoples problems I dismiss my own. I just want a guy to like me for me and not judge me all the time and be such an asshole. lol..I think this is to much info. lol. I'm a really sarcastic person so I may come off as rude and obnoxious, but I'm really not. But most people who know me know that I'm sarcastic and they get me. And it truly gets frustrating when people assume I'm one way when I'm not. I'm not mean, I'm nice. And it seems as if I have to prove myself. But I refuse to. I believe that you should never have to prove who you are not matter what. lol...This is so funny because even as I'm typing this I'm rambling. Imagine if I was talking... omg. This started off about guys, now I'm talking about my character. lol. Just alot of emotional stuff has been going on. Okay I think I'm going to stop before this goes on any longer
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